i was going to put in a few or more paragraphs, but got vouhgt up by work, more work, and then the AFC playoff game. i was going to wrote about the wierd experiances i had on saturday, that ended with me not beeiong able to get a positive experiance from a surly positivehappening, or not beeing able to achive advancments where i wanted them. a neighbour of lux's father hides a mint citroen SM in a container in their back yard. he and his father are sure that no one under 40 is old enough to talk, think or do anything actualy. i dont understand how his sun actuly grew up, and now owns an indian chief and this SM bulshit car. i guess its like that wiht poeple who know it all. i could have said somthing but one thing i am at least slightly happy about is that i shut up. i had nothing productive to say, and absolutly did not want to get in to a desscution about this. so i let it go. later i forgot the ground glass of the graflex in jerusalem so couldent shoot any of the planned things i was gonna shoot. this is after last week i found out i was shooting with empty film holders for a while, this is the second time this is happening. i am sick of this. i wish it was warmer and i had more time to ride up to the golan to shoot some more. i will. next week will see the plates of the stuff i dident shoot this week. me and lux are together for 2 years yesterday. thats a long time. so many things have happened in this time. we both went thorugh so many transitions... i was gonna write again about walking through the park but every time i walk through there i have an ew odea about what to write. i have little or now precistance. i will try again. this is the rebirth of the blog, no mre shall you walk alone, every day a new picture. from now on for sure.i should say i am getting there closly, but i am getting nowhere.
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