yesterday was an ok day.
i managed alot, i felt qiute content. the same with monday. somthing was bound to happen. and now on the way to work it did.
i showed my ID to a security guar, with the excuse to myself that i was in hurry for work. what a dick i was. i should have stood my ground, i say to my self "next time ill kick ass". but i know i wount.
it makes me sad to see tess. it makes me sad to konw that i am washed up and washed over like the rest of them. i cant react in real life, what good am i? for what do i spend all my energy.
its time to submit and commit to the misery.
to cease and decist.
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