latley, i guess, people listen less to what i have to say, i dont see it as a somthing personal about me but more of the way i understand my existance. i feel diffarent now after this time in berlin, and even though i did not see any nazis, skinheads or a porper swastika i still think i have a feeling thata is similar to what david bowie and iggy pop felt wat back when following in the footsteps of herion and chrisitiana F. i live in a zoo. the poeple here enjoy this zoo as long as they can comment on themsenvels to distingiush themsleves out of the rest. i spent 3 hours yesterday lechturing ouria. i dont even know what i was trying to say, or if at any point did i have a point to be made at all.
i have moved in to my house permantly for the first time in more then a year i feel like i live here, even though i hate this place. but yesterday it seemd as though i mivht just not mind staying here with all this shit, enclosed in the crowded apartment of my boss, but i guess as soon as i steped out the door it was all over. i can stay here for this amount of time only. breakfast. work. work work. and when i get home from work, some more work. the massive negaive reassemsnt project has begun.
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