at some point a french girl walked in the store and handed someone 20 rolls of color film to be processed and scanned. when she came in again close to closing time i only noticed her when she was trying to figure out what eli had told her. all her films where completly blank. they were all burnt out. this was one of the saddest things i have ever seen. there was nothign i could say to her to comfort her. she said that it was the work of months and endless travels. furthur investigation had shown that this was the result of sending the film in the luggage Xray numerous times. what a bummer. i didnt know what to do or say. it was just hirrible. what can you say to somoene at this position. i said qiutly that its only pictures and she took it qiute well. she dident really go uot in tears and carry on like that u know. but man what a thing.
on another matter.
some people think that having babys is a normal thing, its a natural action in human life. and that all in all its a positive thing. but i dont. it discourages me to think about this stuff all the time and i feel it is making my bleeding appendix worse. babys make me angry. poeple who make them and dont spend any time thinking about the consiquences make me angry. ofcourse poeple who make children they cant afford feed make me sick and angry, but even those who can pay for their selfish creations usualy do not consider the resposibility they are undertaking. and this is not the responsibility for the life of another person, but the responsability for screwing another oersons life up. the responsability for making sosmeone else suffer. would you take a chnace of fucking someone over for the rest of his life, for a self fulfiling sole gratifiyng feeling? would you be willing to bet one someone elses life if you might gain momentaily joy or happiness? we all know the truth. poeple can live with out making more poeple. not having babies does not kill someone, infact it saves another human beeing for living in a shit hole of a wolrd, and daying a painfull unsatisfactory misrable death after a meaninless life that will have no postive values other then the positive destruction and polution he leaves behind, and even for the slim chance that he might be able to create more humans that will suffer and wrot away.
what is it good for? its makes someone happy? how about the person beeing born, will he be happy too?
are you sure?
are you willing to take the chance?
if you answerd "yes" to your self, you are clearly a selfish self gratifying, egotistycal person, who sees nothing beyond his own self benefitting.
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