Thursday, July 15, 2010

paranoia


of all the places, we live in boston for good or bad. i had so many revelations about my work and my place in the world, that since i have them have proven to be all wrong and new ideas took their place. i am not so sure about what i am doing anymore. i am liking what i do which is good. some things are slower then others. i wish i could devote my self to just one thing. but if i did i would have found out like i always do that there is no one thing i am actually good at in a way the commands devoting my entire attention to (except for tess). and them i would just be feeling like i am wasting time by not doing those other things.

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