reconesance

this is a verry happy day.well it night not really be such a happy day. for ouria this is the end of the week and the hight of it all. i dont know what horesh is doing but he is in toen for the film festival. i am not sure really what i should make of this ubt for me it feels like the begigng of the week. but for somem reason it also feels like the end of the week at the same time. i guess it dosent really matter. i also am feeling pretty good about my self after reading somones post about the blog. for startes this wasent the first intention of this blog but in the end eventualy like everything else i do its all about the quest for attention. i wait sometimes anxiosly for someone to comment about whatever here or there. anything. and most fo the time nothing. and this comment that was long and insighfull that had abegginig a middle and an end was posted on a blog with a guest picture (that means it wasent mine) of all places. so i am not so sure about that. and also i was pretty much smiling when i read this post, but then not so smily when i couldent see who wrote this post or his blog if he has one at all. thats not fun. but it was still fun after all. wait till ouria gets a glimps of it.

today is also pay day. its a happy day, well, i get some money, but sad as i am not getting the moeny i should be getting. i dont know what i should be paid but i feel i am not up with the effort i invest. but because i dont really think i should be paid anything else then what i am. still it makes me think.

i saw eyal again today. he was angry. this time i am not sure it was because of me. i finished all the porcessing of the june films and they will soon be shipped. isreali television sucks. yoram gaon is a genius. and a nice guy.

again the blog is the end of day.