some thoughts

for some time now i wanted to make these comming few posts. i had stuff to say, stuff that i think almost every morning when i go to work, when i go out of my to get somthing, or just even when i am driving through the ghetto. i am happy to be in america. this is a great place. there are many great things about this place, especialy, it NOT being israel, but there are a few other things to. there is so much here, and even though it is all backwards old and under developed, the roads are lined with trees, the grass is trimmed, and there is a feeling of real oprotunity here, where poeple spend money not only toget what they need but even if they do it unkowingly they spend their money so that someone else can get a cut of their share. its not real socializm, just consumerism, a place where poeple buy. and there is lots of money to be spent and earned. all that ofcourse is less intresting and less important compared to the fact that there is this feeling that everything is ok. not that i am mellowing out, i just dont feel like im in a combat for my life, my peace of my mind and my goals. when i look out our windows there is an abudence of life and there is a jungle of wild animals living in our back yard.  i like this place.