i did not feel it in real time, i paid it no attention, but now i realize what is happening and hwo it happend. this is somthing that in another time perhaps in the past would make me call hagai shaked and tell him all about the new meaning for life i have discovered in new digital material. then it was the backprint of a smothing_somthing.JPG and onw it passed me by with out making a sound. it is a sign of maturity or age i guess. a composed and combobulated person now, not the reckless adventuress mind i was then. it means somthing. sharpness with no effort is what it all meant then, and what it all means still. i have found it again, in a place i never thought of looking. same as in degrasee, or david bowies changes, this is a complete and total new thing emerging from a dark and gloomy far away place comming suddenly approaching fast and striking bullseye smack on target. i wish i knew this earleir i would have done this sooner. i was ready to give it all up but like goerge lucas calles his first episode in a seiries of six that is actualy the third - "A new hope", this is really what it is (only i dont belive in fortune, luck hope or any of that shit).
in any case IT is here now, well, part of it is defently here. i can feel it on my skin.
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