sections #2

rain

i am the happiest person i know. i have just one friend and he is a cat. he also lives with me at my place wich makes calling on him in a short notice to put me a problem. he also has a hard time talking on the phone.

i wish i had a secret penpal to write to for every time of hardship or somthing to unbare. even one would have done. but none.

sections #1

degrees (the mesurments not the titles)

anarcho feminism (a tribute to T.S.)

angles (the degrees not the supernatural entities)

jims (or jeans)

additions

week one

eterprising

electromagnetic ribbons

perplexing (with plexiglass)

Every body has a choice (even those bodies in wooden boxes covered with a flag)

census

matter (the opposite of anti-matter)

transformation part I

i did not feel it in real time, i paid it no attention, but now i realize what is happening and hwo it happend. this is somthing that in another time perhaps in the past would make me call hagai shaked and tell him all about the new meaning for life i have discovered in new digital material. then it was the backprint of a smothing_somthing.JPG and onw it passed me by with out making a sound. it is a sign of maturity or age i guess. a composed and combobulated person now, not the reckless adventuress mind i was then. it means somthing. sharpness with no effort is what it all meant then, and what it all means still. i have found it again, in a place i never thought of looking. same as in degrasee, or david bowies changes, this is a complete and total new thing emerging from a dark and gloomy far away place comming suddenly approaching fast and striking bullseye smack on target. i wish i knew this earleir i would have done this sooner. i was ready to give it all up but like goerge lucas calles his first episode in a seiries of six that is actualy the third - "A new hope", this is really what it is (only i dont belive in fortune, luck hope or any of that shit).

in any case IT is here now, well, part of it is defently here. i can feel it on my skin.