inner space

somtimes i am right. other times i am wrong. most of the time i am the same me i have always been. in some places i dont fit in. in other places i rest it calmly only to find it was a lie.
i am a big lie. a lie to my self and to everyone around me. the real me is what no one wants to know. exept me, and maybe a few others.

outer space

winds of war. blowing from the book cabinet at the heart of liberalism.

peace be da journey

one

i have an understanding. thogh limited it is viable. it hold some meaning in some places of the world, that are limited vastly. maybe with the corect combination of poeple and time and place it will have some value. in my little world away from the larger scheme of things it had great importance.

mostly i am wrong.

leonard nimoy

sometimes my pictures as not as good as i think they are. this is not self repnting or lwo selfasteem degredation kind of thing but a real, realistic view. more often then not this is the case. eyal W, has this caption about the recent elections in the US about the fact that they are a historic event. i guess there isent alot of choice between two partie that represent the exact same thing, and the two polarities in american culture that all have the "me" culture at thier focal point and thus have verry litte difrances between them.

i heard that poeple were planing riots should the black candidate for presidant lost. this is democracy african style. poeple had ebough of this freedome of choise. democracy means what the public demands even if the majority has spoken otherwise. the margin was a 5% one. however calculable margin this is, it stil represinets the fact the about half of the poeple have voted against the elcted president. would it have been such a big deal if he had lost then?

at the end of the day i dont know anything.

i am lost in my life. it is verry clear to everyone else - but me.

i must suspend disbelive.