friday the nighnth

thiursday. a day of night.

tel avivian art, in jerusalem. its just like tel aviv here. the diffarence here is, you can escape it when you want to. and then go home and hate your niehgbors.

071107 apenddix

the lost and the delirium

some stuff from before the camera went off.

we are the robots

a religous fnatic jew, he said he dident like the sign so he started cutting it. instead of taking his picture doing i was busy yelling at him. i dont like thier dirty beards. i think i will cut them off.

a girl in the supermarket.

and soldiers with trophey. this could have been the body of a dead palastinian, the picture would stay the same.

big is back, and biger is better the new 600 SUX!!!

lux started a new job. i miss her. and this is bad especialy now that i miss her more then ever.

gas masks pile up on the treets of jerusalem. this is a stange thing. they care calld abc basks, designed to protect you from Atomic, Biological and Atomic Weapons. i guess they wount reallyhelp in case of an atomic attack but still poeple belive in this. they are respoding to the request to hand back all gas masks issued by the goverment soon after the american invation of iraq. i as a young soldier was first in line, having learnd that a deathby Bio-chemichal warefare is a hirribale fainfull death, and that a gass mask can reduce some pain in the procces. a few months later i was briefed that most chemichal weapons penetrate the skin and a breathing mask will not help much in such cases. but an atomic bomb? who the fuck are you kidding???

Dexterity

i am the guy everyone secretly likes to hate. its not that they hate me in hiding, i am sure that if confrunted they wount have any problem wiht the fact, but probely would not go out an d say it fo rno reson as somthing that bothers them as much. i am somoene who poeple like to despise his antagnostic behavior and demeanor in general. thats why i want to be like other poeple all the time. i want to know how to be me just as other poeple want me to be so that they would like me. i want to be like colonel Corn and Colonel Cathcart. i want yusarian to like me. i want him to talk in favor of me. i want to be somoene that poeple like to listen to or recognise the fact hemight have somtihng to say. but they dont, and its far gone and long for me to change who i am and how i am. and its not that i think there is somtihng worng with me, just that i am someone that dosent fit toher poeple. i hate beeing alone as well. i hate beeing just me for myself and having a one person salad, and a single serving dinner rutine. i enjoy eating alone, all the time. i enjoy eating alaone muhc more when i am eating wiht someone when i know i could have been eating on my own alone, in peace and qiuet and have all this time for my self. but i never take proper breaks from work, wheni should actualy do that more often. i get my food and eat it qiucly, then i jump back to work, talk impolitly to my co workers, wich is a direct result of there beeing 3 new workers, who nonoe of wich actualy care about photography or work at all and not that i should care but that just creatsmore work for me and i hate doing other poeple wotk becasue they are incompitent. idf they were able but precoupied i have no problem with that. i suck.

at least i can get WZLX in jerusalem israel.