newism

canon 40D + 70X200 2.8 sigma.

i feel rocking.

conjuction

today is sad.
even though the book is half done and that the rasio is awsome. i am almost at the brink of tears.

Constitution

beer is good for my digestion. one empty botle of beer on the wall makes all the diffarence. if one more bottle should happen to fall it would make the late hours of my work time feel easier.

i hate my life. as in i want to be other poeple. last week i though i lived the way my life looks, b ut now i hate it and want to be someone else. and its not that dont want to be me any more. i just want to be a diffarent me. a thinner me. a quiter me. i want to not be angry all the time. i want to not be angry with out a reason. i want to be angry, yes, and shout, but for a reason and a purpose. and now there is no puprose, andno meaning. i want to be a good photographer and i am not sure i want ot be a photographer, as i am just not verry good at it and i am not getting better wiht all the effort i am investing in getting better in it. i am not a briliant sales person. ofcourse i could sell to greatly to pelpeoe who want to buy, but thats it. so thats not it either. i am not smart enough either, and all the self beliving wount do any good. but i love who i am.

they drink me they eat me

nikon d40.

18X55 ASF. it stinks it stinks it stinks

no guts no glory. but also, just plain no glory.

yes the olympus sp-550UZ is the largegst zoom camera, with an X18 optical zoom element.

but the fuji is the same. so the fuji is now the rigning king. and since i dont have an oplympus to chanlange it its just like that.

today i have a new insight about the biggest zoom questions and its kind.

here is an example of the largest zoom lens for an slr. the tamron 18X250. of course a wise man like choresh wald might mention the 28X300 canon L lens or its imitation. but i have decided the tamron is the biggest. and thats it.

the camera is the canon 400D aka Rebel Xti 10 Mega pixel.

8:05 am is a nice qiuet hour in the center of jerusalem. 8:10 is full on rush hour, complete with noise road rage violence and anger. at 10:35 all is qiuet again. untill the next day.

if they all would have car pooled, and use one car per person, there might have been less of this nonsence. alternativly if they might have used 2 wheeld transportation they would have lived a better life. the public transportation is bad. they busses are overcrowded, dirty, expensive, inficiant. the drivers are bad, are impoliet, and have little or no gudgment when they need to use the whits they dont have, and have all the judgment in the world when it comes to obaying the LAW, wich is in their eyes, a recomendation to be followed and nothing more.

pump the jam

i yells at a jew who rana red light. i lost my voice. this was all infront of my highschool teachers demonstrating their strike agenda in the paris square in jerusalem. they are astounded and upset that none of their students perants are there to show support, and that none of the students care about the strike. i am not so sure they themselves even know what thier union is striking about. they are also upset about the carelesness theor students show about the world.

those teachers who dont stop to ask themselves, if maybe, they are responsible, even if only slightly for this situation. they never count thier ability to change and impress new or rather old ideas in young soft teaanagers. this is not the fault of society, but first and formost the fault of those chosen, raised and ersponsible for the upbringing and forging of ideas and ideals in young persons. its not their fauls they havent been keeping up with the fast changing times. nor is it the fault of the financing or politiacal agendas that determine the expendature on education and its wourth and priority. if the teachers were wourth it in the first place they would have rewared accordingly. there can be no excuses. excuses are just like assholes, said tom beringer. everybodys got one. and excuses leave no answers, nor do they cover the bare ass of an ass who makes an ass of him self woth consious behavior.

today features the new Fuji S8000 super camera, with X18 zoom capability, the largest zoom in the world.

re: in car nation

yesterday i walked to the post office. while i was walking my stomach started to ache. it hurt so bad, because i was upset. i was upset so bad it hurt my stomach.
today i walked through the woods again. i thought about peter greeaway.
i am thinner. but i am still too fat. i need to eat less and loose more wieght.

reduction

this is the new nikon p5100 12.1 megapixel camera. its a nikon and therefore it stinks. but it has 12 point one megapixels.

today i started using a multi user interface comunication system in the store. ouria set it up and i am verry proud that i am able to get it to work.

friday and its chalanges

there is a new sport i devised. i will now run acrodd the street as soon as the pedestrian light turns green wheather or not the cars of the crossing traffic have stopped for thier red light. i did this several times and had the cars stop abruptly as if i was interupting their normal rutine. but poeple who run red lights have no excusses. they are potential killers. end this might even be premeditated, when they are ina hurry and run the red light when "the intersection is empty anyway" or when they are talking on their phones. they are all in order for a life imprisonment with no chance of parrole. their cars should be auctiond off to the lowest bidder and their families cut of the social funds.
all car drivers and especialy bus and taxi drivers should be on a short leace, with no second chance or understanding. they should be hang by the yard arm for the smallest infraction. no mercy means less drivers, less israelis, less polotion. a better life.

Thursday and its chalenges

at some point a french girl walked in the store and handed someone 20 rolls of color film to be processed and scanned. when she came in again close to closing time i only noticed her when she was trying to figure out what eli had told her. all her films where completly blank. they were all burnt out. this was one of the saddest things i have ever seen. there was nothign i could say to her to comfort her. she said that it was the work of months and endless travels. furthur investigation had shown that this was the result of sending the film in the luggage Xray numerous times. what a bummer. i didnt know what to do or say. it was just hirrible. what can you say to somoene at this position. i said qiutly that its only pictures and she took it qiute well. she dident really go uot in tears and carry on like that u know. but man what a thing.

on another matter.
some people think that having babys is a normal thing, its a natural action in human life. and that all in all its a positive thing. but i dont. it discourages me to think about this stuff all the time and i feel it is making my bleeding appendix worse. babys make me angry. poeple who make them and dont spend any time thinking about the consiquences make me angry. ofcourse poeple who make children they cant afford feed make me sick and angry, but even those who can pay for their selfish creations usualy do not consider the resposibility they are undertaking. and this is not the responsibility for the life of another person, but the responsability for screwing another oersons life up. the responsability for making sosmeone else suffer. would you take a chnace of fucking someone over for the rest of his life, for a self fulfiling sole gratifiyng feeling? would you be willing to bet one someone elses life if you might gain momentaily joy or happiness? we all know the truth. poeple can live with out making more poeple. not having babies does not kill someone, infact it saves another human beeing for living in a shit hole of a wolrd, and daying a painfull unsatisfactory misrable death after a meaninless life that will have no postive values other then the positive destruction and polution he leaves behind, and even for the slim chance that he might be able to create more humans that will suffer and wrot away.
what is it good for? its makes someone happy? how about the person beeing born, will he be happy too?
are you sure?
are you willing to take the chance?


if you answerd "yes" to your self, you are clearly a selfish self gratifying, egotistycal person, who sees nothing beyond his own self benefitting.

no picture for this blog either

corruprion

i am bad, i have not updated the blog every day several reaons none of wich are important.

but this has lead to the birth of yet another daily project.

my camera is in repair for the next month so i am unable to produce digital images to upload. however i have the advantage of working in a camera shop and have acces to varios cameras at work. so strting today i will upload a picture from a new and diffarent camera every day untill my beloved canon returns.

to start we shall look at the Sony Alpha, the best SLR camera ever made.

yesterday was an interesting day for a number of reasons.

i have had a breakthrough with the computer but i have not been able to restore it, the dust shop seller, who earned this name for working in a shop all covered in dust but is actualy a nice computer repair guy who used to work for ibm said that he is sure he can fix the compuer. this si frustrating to the point of self destruction. i spent 4 hours on it yesterday, and 5 hous the day before .

at half passed 7 or so , as i was working on the computer, i heard faint knocks, and opened the door to a young lady. she asked promptly if this was a "Student" apartment. i wanted to know why she was asking and she then strated to mumble somthing about someone she had met earlier and had invited her most casualy to his place "later on" but she dident take his name or any other info for that matter except for the street and house number. i said that she is probebly looking for the poeple accros the hall. i closed the door and returned to work. after a few minutes, she was still standiong there at the other door wating for someone who wasent there to answer. i opened the door againa dn invited her to sit down for a drink untill whomeever it is she was waintg for arrives. she walkied in with out hesitation and starte drambling about who she is to busy to think and she is doing all these things and that she is doer, and so she is active in the student union in the hebrew university and so on. thi slead to an hour long lecture on my part about the situation, about doing thinknig and acceptance. lux said she must have been in desprate need of friends. it was intresting and funny and i felt like i was in america for a minute just taking someone in for a drink with out having met him before and not remmebering his name 2 minutes later. this is exactly what ahppend as i have no idea what her name was. she left when i decided i need to get back to bussiness. on top of that i have started listening to a new radio station, the voice of the east, with great DJ who to voice overs for every song they play, infact they never close the mic for music and use the best and nices langauge, and never use the pussy fuck shit cunt bitch cocksucker pait of tits kind of words.

on the other hand there are wonderfull misical jems. 92.5fm in jerusalem.

wealth

saturday the 6th the golan hights day two

the north of israel is depressing. it is nicer looking then the south, as not beeing a complete desert waste. but it is menocing, its scary. israel is prepearing for war. they are not just sitting and waiting for it, they are runnig around like crazy prepearing for it. if there will be a war, everyone in this general area will die. this is a good thing. but they will all die a terrible biochemichal weapons death. and in anycase they will die unpleasently on this side. if israel nukes its enemy, they offer them a qiuck painless death. but for uss there is no remorse. we will pay in full for our crimes against humanity and perpetual war crimes with our flesh and blood. we will have our skin melted off while alive and our blood boild when we can still feel it but not be able to do or say anything about it.

the golan hights occupied territories were always scary. they look much more scary now, only two tears after the last time i was there. there is peacefull silence there, and it feels that the air is so tight, you could hear a fly sqeeking its wings from a mile away. in the golan hights there are enouhg syrian artilary barrels, to shell and cover each and every sqare meter in the golan, with every volley.

look out for the book of the retrospective trip, comming to a mailbox near your door.

in the photos - lux and the transalp infront of a nimefeild seeded with thousands of nimes, and ten electric wind turbines. the golan hights is the most dencly mined place on earth.

omer and lux in the entrance to an abandond bunker complex neer alonei habashan about 100 meters from the syrian border.

friday the 5th, north of israel, golan hights day one

canon 530. this is the essance of photography. puritan lifestye dictates simplicity and coordination between needs and possesions. i want to be a puritan.

more pictures by lux.

thursday the 4th

wensday the 3rd

there are no pictures in this blog today because i have lent the blog picture making camera to ouria tadmor photojurnalism LTD, as his dreaded nikon has seaced to be, it has gone to see its maker, it is no more, if it wasent hanging dead from his sholder it owuld have been pushing up the daisies and so on. but i am happy that al least its getting som real trigger time in a pro enviorment. my camera isent in that best shape all in all.but will be heading for service with the hecht currier serveice next week.
meeting new people is one of the most exciitng things in the world. meeting someone new and feeling good about it, and having them like you and liking them your self, is a rear thing, and is even yet more exiting. it used be all about that. this was a motivation for life, infact it was such a great thing and still is that i am thrilled just from the idea thatt someone i know is going through a new person excitment. ouria said he has met a new girl and they went out and she is a cool one. he was excited about it, but i htink i was even more excited about it then him. i am happy for him or her or whoever. this is probebly the only thing i can be happy about for other poeple, rather then beeinf jelous that its not me when a good thing happens to someone. this sounded much better when i first thought it out. i hope it maid it out well enough.
i miss meeting new poeple like this, but on the other hand almost everytime i see lux after a few days i havent seen her it exactly that all over again. even when she is here after i come back from work or 500km on the bike.

for those about to rock, we salute you!

barcode

constitution

yesterday. today.

purism

food needs to be practiacle. food need to be simple and price worthey. thats why i hate eating out on a weeknight for dinner, especialy when i have food that i like at home. i hate having food i want to eat and like to eat in the fridge on a weekend i wount be home. i like eating sushi. i like eating a 20 shekel lunch that stuffs me.

and so that why food needs to be prackticle. u need to eat it, not play around in it.

stuff

its plate time.